Hey All today wasn't one of the best days i had. I always believe that i can always help my family no matter what i be there to support them. I felt i did not need anyone i can always handle it. even if i could not it was time to surpass my limits and go beyond it.

Well in the morning went to the collar barium to visit her as today is her memorial day and birthday. I was still okay until we went down. After we prayed for her we sang a hymn for her. My uncle from London, my godmother and myself led in the singing. The words were so touching that my uncle broke down first then i myself tried to control myself but in the end i also broke down. After that it got me thinking. Sorry the thinking is private only my good friends will know and they themselves know who they are. Correction only one person i will tell that person.

Then went to the airport to see my cousin,his girlfriend and the sister from the UK off as they were going back earlier. It was quite okay we check in without problems then we went for our final meal with them before they leave for home. Then we chatted took photos then they all left. We said our final goodbyes then all left.

I went home to rest and then go for my recollection which i was dead set on not going. But i ahd no choice after htat attended a memorial mass for my grandmother then went her house for dinner okay thats abt it till next time signing off